A Journey Into Memory

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♥Tuesday, January 16♥

As wad somebody had said, and I realize too that my friends circle has been change ever since I stepped into my college life. Right now I kind of miss my high school life which I couldn’t wait for it to end in the past years. I miss my friends that I used to laugh, joke, gossip, and even cry with. I feel so bad that I’ve not been contacting them for weeks. Is it that I’ve got my so-called new friends circle and forget my good friends that made my high school so colorful?

To prove that I still cherish everyone of them, I’ve been thinking what I should do to make everyone to gather again. Some of them are working. And some of them which I’m saying myself are studying. I can’t blame the lecturer for giving me the timetable which looks like I’m so free but in real life I’m not. There are some of the classes caught in the middle of the day which I can’t go out and meet anyone or I’ll be late for the class or I’ll miss the class. And there goes my 1 whole day waiting the time to pass and go for my 2hours lesson.

Another worse thing is my parents kind of complaining why is the arts stream classes lease than the science stream classes. In A levels, each and every of the science subjects have 3 lessons in a week where else arts subjects only once in a week. No wonder my parents complaining right? They found that the money they’ve paid is equal to the science stream students’ parents. And why are the science stream classes much more than the arts?

To prevent my parents for complaining it straight to the college, I asked my coordinator why it is that way. So she explained it to me that cause arts stream students are quite a few and so we’ve to wait till the A levels March intake to come in and then after about 2 months later, we’ll be joining the class with them. I told my parents what the coordinator had told me. I myself can’t accept the answer if I’m a parent who is spending so much money on my daughter in one of the so-expensive-college. So are my parents. I know they are going to complain it to the college one day. Just that soon or later. Just wait and see. What I hope is that they won’t make my free-one-whole-day Thursday gone. Cause that’s the only day I can meet up with my friends that I miss so (100000000000000000000x) much.

So before anything would happen to my timetable, I’ve just messaged some of my friends to meet up on next Thursday. (Obviously not those that are studying in KL right now). So, please (even thou I don’t know who to please to) but I hope everything that should be changed, change only after the 25th.

Ps: There are some other reasons why I’m emo recently. It’s absolutely nothing to do with the reasons above. It’s unnecessary to be written here anyway.